"It kind of felt like this.
You're on a boat, right.
It's really small and fragile and you're afraid of getting splinters, but it makes you feel safe. And see, you're floating in the water alone, yeah, but it doesn't feel all that bad because you feel safe. There are these little fish that sometimes jump out of the water and there are these tiny birds that fly by and they make you a little happy.
There's a cruise ship passing by and they all look really happy and you kind of want to be a part of it, but, not really, never mind.
There's a bigger boat on your other side and there are little kids going to see some dolphins or something and you think it might be a little fun, but, not really, never mind.
And the storm gets darker, right, and you like your little boat and the black water splashes down on you and swallows you, and you kind of feel safe, but, not really, never mind.
I don't know what's going on in my head."