Do you know just why I'm so unhappy being in CSULB? Even after all those times I said that that was where I wanted to go?

Every time my mom gets upset at me she says things like, "Oh, and that's why you couldn't get into UCLA"  or "You only got into Long Beach, what do you know" and I just get so, so bothered by it. And I hate coming to school because I feel like it's not even worth anything anymore.

Why does she have to ruin every good thing that happens to me?

(She always says, when she's not in a sour mood, that she doesn't care where I or any other child of hers goes to school, as long as we're happy. Only when it's beneficial to her. Like when I'm upset she would say that.)